hardtolove-easytohate

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 13:30:14 +0100

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 13:29:35 +0100

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 13:28:46 +0100

its killing me

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 13:28:02 +0100

its killing me

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 13:27:42 +0100

i feel this way always

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 13:26:24 +0100

i feel this way always

can't get out of it.

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:57:56 +0100

can't get out of it.

was it all a dream

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:26:05 +0100

was it all a dream

shit

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:21:39 +0100

shit

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:19:53 +0100

I WILL ALWAYS BE A FUCKING BIRD.

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:17:19 +0100

I WILL ALWAYS BE A FUCKING BIRD.

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:16:43 +0100

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:15:52 +0100

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:15:35 +0100

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:15:23 +0100

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:10:30 +0100

ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE THIS.

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 01:09:21 +0100

Why i’ve resorted to tumblr to post this? Many reasons ; i can’t message you on facebook, cause you’ve deleted your facebook, i can’t text you because it’ll take 300 million hours, i can’t even twitter message you because it would be seen as a sin for you to follow me. So here we go, i’ll never show you the love I really feel, i’ll never talk about the love i really feel and sometimes i’ll even try not to think about it. I’m too attached to you, i’m attached to everything, even if its just the excitement your dog gives me on my rare visit to your house. I could sit and chat to your mum for hours about how much you mean to me. Maybe i’m just attracted to your witty personallity, you are made out to be some kind of ‘mongo’ but in my eyes your genius. You know exactly how to tickle my funny buttons, how can any girl make me laugh? Maybe i’mm just attracted to your smell, when you wear one of my clothes even just for an hour the smells of you will just stay there. You want me to be serious about us, you want me to be open. How can i be open with someone who can’t tell me what’s wrong. I understand everything now. My love should never cost 12.50, it’s free. I’m too expensive. I’m too cocky. I’m too cold. I’m too confrontational. I’m too judgmental. I’m not prince charming. I’m nothing. You on the other hand, you are turning into a woman, you’re making everyone proud, in my eyes you become more and more beautiful. The reason I keep coming back is not because I love the drama or because i’m lonely or because we have an amazing sex life. It’s because I TRUST YOU. I really do, i always act like i’m paranoid about you and accuse you of the most stupidest accusations the only reason i do this is because i’m so fucking scared that you’ll just leave or abandon me like everyone else does so easily. But i realise now, you’d have never have gone anywhere. You would have done WHATEVER IT TAKES to make me happy and i thank you so much for that. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you smile again, i absolutely adore that smile. I’ll delete facebook, i’ll delete every girl in my contact thats not mum or grandma. I’ll delete tumblr, i’ll delete twitter. I’ll never use the internet again. I WILL STOP SMOKING. I will stop skating. Honestly babba, i will do whatever it takes to prove to you, i’m better than anyone else and that i’m crazy about you. Please, please, please don’t delete me out of your life. I don’t know what i’ll do without you, look at me now babe. I’m a fucking mess. I need you.

"Waking up just isn’t the same anymore."

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 12:23:36 +0100

“Waking up just isn’t the same anymore.”

- Benmark

"Maybe the christians got it right. Maybe there’s a reason why we’re meant to be married..."

Sun, 01 Jul 2012 23:14:00 +0100

“Maybe the christians got it right. Maybe there’s a reason why we’re meant to be married before sex. Maybe the world should still get pumped up when they here about a kiss and not some slut throwing herself at some vile excuse for a human being down a back allayway. All sex does is cause ‘love’ A connection, a bond. You feel a new sense of comfortabillity with something other than your hand. Even then i’m pretty sure masterbaition is frowned upon in the christian community. So then it’s pretty easy to question some of the churches believes. But why the whole sudden need for sex? All it is a drug, love is a drug, family is a drug, food are drugs. If you were never shown them, you’d never have the option to have them. I wish i’d never met you so i’d never have the option to see you. Because in christianity, if you love someone you should marry them. But if you’re 17, marriage is frowned upon by society and society rules the world. Take me back to ancient times. My problem wouldn’t be thinking of you, it would be not having a fucking sheet or struggling to deal with my concrete matress. I don’t need the pain you cause. I don’t, stop fucking my head. ITS A GOOD HEAD.”

- BEN MARK STU COPYRIGHT.

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Sun, 01 Jul 2012 23:07:44 +0100